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Alone
Alone again
You're the one who calls me smart
when you're the one that's caving in
And if I needed the advice, I'd ask a prophet or a kid
When I'm alone
It's all the same (Disco joins)
People ask for everything while saying I'm too giving
How can they know when it's not the life they are living?
Tantric marketers with phrases, yoga poses and diets
When the work is feeling heavy now
You want to try it
When I'm alone
Alone again (Disco joins)
People ask for everything while saying I'm too giving
How can they know when it's not the life they are living?
How can you know?
When you are alone
You're in your head, you're always right
And your anger is your silence with your reckoning tonight
You're not belligerently fighting, you just want to make things right
But you're on your own
Somehow alone, you'll feel all right.
People ask for everything while saying I'm too giving
How can they know when it's not the life they are living?
(Disco)
Alone again
Alone again
Alone Again
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Recovery
04:30
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You can't disrespect me
Back then I let you
Baby, you don't get me
and I have pulled through
Now its time to back down
If you don't learn then you'll hurt yourself
Nobody needs this
nobody wants this
you can approve of yourself and your attitude
But I don't have to
Because I'm not you
I can love myself better than you did
You will not use me
back then it was okay
you say you never wanted to abuse me
lets have a replay
we've reached the elevator door
what wants to go up has to hit the floor
Nobody needs this
nobody wants this
you can approve of yourself and your attitude
But I don't have to
Because I'm not you
I can love myself better than you did
I will treat myself
not cheat myself
its about time, I cared for my health
cause you'll suck me dry
yea you're that kind of guy
I will love myself better than you did
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Fqlse Memory Relqpse
05:23
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You're tripped up
You slipped up
You're falling down
and I'm not the one around
who's going to catch up to you, now?
You blazed your own line of lies
Perfect running path
Perfect if I didn't catch up to you
You're tripped up
You slipped up
You're falling down
and I'm not the one around
What are you going to do
when I catch up to you?
embrace me?
caress me?
and touch me the way you have
Your lies are redundant
you're losing me
you lost me
I got you
You're tripped up
You slipped up
You're falling down
and I'm not the one around
who's going to catch up to you, now?
your lies are redundant
you're losing me
you lost me
I got you
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Throw me off the bank into the deep
and you look down into the blue
Below I know it's you, you're swimming down here too
Traveled distances, can't say I've been finding treasure
But the mystery is, I'm sure it would be to some
The measure of this pain has out done living, I better jump
Throw me off the bank into the deep
and you look down into the blue
Below I know it's you, you're swimming down here too (2xs)
A nervous bout of laughter
a drifting boat in shambles
an island seen after all is lost
drowning down we go, the peek of it mocks me so
but its too late to climb the shore
we've done all of this before
Tasted oysters dipped into the sea
close your eyes and your mind is free
but its dark in there, don't go alone or dare without the sun you'll scare away
you were a friend to me
hope my blood tastes so sweet between your teeth
A nervous bout of laughter
a drifting boat in shambles
an island seen after all is lost
drowning down we go, the peek of it mocks me so
but its too late to climb the shore
Throw me off the bank into the deep
and you look down into the blue
Below I know it's you, you're swimming down here too
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You knew what you were doing
You knew the game you wanted to play
You told me it was friendship
And I told you all my deepest fears
Not here
not now
I've been away too long to notice (with Disco)
you have a white coat on
(a white coat on)
Pick me apart
you never meant a thing you said
I shouldve known from the start
lab rat lab rat lab rat (Disco whispers)
I'm just a lab rat
You worked within my common ground
You kept your goggles on (Disco)
the patient stopped responding to the process
your promise of the anesthetic antidote (Disco and Lady Adalyn)
it was just a way to put needles in my back
I never needed that
Pick me apart
you never meant a thing you said
I should've known from the start
lab rat lab rat lab rat (Disco whispers)
(I never needed that) -Lady Adalyn sings
I'm just a lab rat
Pick me apart
you never meant a thing you said
I should've known from the start (4xs)
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Your Own Evidence Intro
02:14
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I didn't know where the touches go
the thickened air had a linger
the smell of sweat
it hasn't happened yet
a clutching wrists and some fingers
I didn't want to tell the truth
I didn't mean to break your heart
I never meant to hate myself
And I blame you for the simple fact I can
Was it all in my dreams?
What is happening to me?
Why can I blame you, but blame myself too
This is all to much
and it started with a touch
I didn't try to hold you back
and when I did it was a panic attack
I held my tongue for many years
My brain is full as I'm faced with my fears
You held me down and choked my words
I let it happen
I let it happen
Oh when will the sky be light again?
When will I?
I can try to contain my feelings (Disco)
Was it all in my dreams?
What is happening to me? (Disco)
Why can I blame you,
but blame myself too (Disco)
This is all to much
and it started with a touch
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Lady Adalyn San Diego, California
n a twist of sci-fi grunge filled synth and electronic ambient trance, Lady Adalyn is a singer, songwriter and storyteller with an assertive and empowering message to tell to anyone who has survived narcissistic abuse. She speaks heavily on the topic and has been seen on Youtube discussing many personal and emotional topics on this matter. ... more
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